The Theory of Everything

December 2014. Jana was brought to Borsum by her father. When she came into my room, I already felt a great desire for her. Without many words, I pulled her close to me and kissed her passionately while my hands firmly gripped her soft bottom in my jeans. While our tongues played a wild game together, my right hand moved forward to her jeans button. I quickly unbuttoned the jeans with one hand and then turned my attention to zipping them up. My penis was already very hard and pressed against my jogging bottoms. The pressure was unbearable. I led Jana to the bed with some dominance and threw her onto her stomach. While she lay there quietly, I quickly pulled down her jeans and saw a shaved, lavender-scented pussy in front of me. After this seductive sight, I also pulled down my pants, kneeling behind her. I leaned against Jana from behind and inserted my erect penis, which was already wearing a condom, into her wet pussy. Her pussy felt very tight, so it was difficult to fuck her for more than a minute. Like an animal, a male who has just convinced a conquered female to mate, I rammed Jana insatiably from behind. Her labia were pulled out with the penis. This tightness felt so good. Jana tried to moan quietly because she knew we weren't alone at home. I didn't care at that moment. With my powerful thrusts, Jana slid further and further forward so that her upper body was already protruding over the edge of the bed and she had to support herself with her hands on the floor. She pushed back with her hands so that her lower body remained on the bed and I was able to fill her pussy full of cum over the next few seconds. After I came with a groan, I lay down for a moment with my upper body on Jana's bare bottom and enjoyed the lingering climax. A few minutes later there was a knock on my door.

"Janatshka, your father's here," my mother said from behind the door without going in. Maybe she knew we were having sex.

"All right, we're coming," I called to my mother.

Jana's father was already at the front door in his car. He took Jana and me to Hildesheim main station and drove back to his house. On the way to the Christmas market, we were already so hungry that we shared a calzone. I took one bite and Jana took another.

"I wish I had a girlfriend to eat calzones with too," a guy we passed jokingly remarked.

Jana grinned at me as a feeling of happiness spread through me.

On arrival at the Christmas market, we took a spin on the Ferris wheel. A grandmother was sitting next to us with a little girl.

"Look, they're in love," said the grandma to the girl. Jana and I looked at each other, smiling, while I squeezed her hand. At that moment, it felt like I had finally found my love.

We spent time together at the weekends, going out somewhere in Hanover or Hildesheim and going to the cinema in the evening to watch the latest films, including Interstellar.

When we didn't go to the cinema, we watched films at home, including my favorite film "A beautiful mind", which was recommended to me by my classmate David. Meanwhile, Jana would crochet a hat or socks.

"A beautiful mind" was one of those movies that made me emotional. I almost made it to the end without crying, but during the last scene where John Nash gives his Nobel Prize speech and says at the end "I'm only here tonight because of you, you're the reason I'm here, you're my only reason", I did have to shed a few tears. But it didn't seem to bother Jana at all, because when she noticed, she took off her crochet clothes, cuddled up to me and kissed me on the temple. That freed me from the fear of showing emotions in her presence.

She would read to me from her books before going to bed. She loved reading and had already read over a hundred novels. As I didn't read much, but wanted to change that, Jana brought me two novels from home: Foucault's Pendulum by Umberto Eco and Inkheart. But somehow I never got around to reading them. Foucault's Pendulum was written a little too complicated for my taste, which is why I stopped reading after a quarter of the book. However, the novel inspired me to make a physics video in which I explained the Foucault pendulum.

December 2014. When the hat that Jana had been crocheting the whole time was finally finished the day before Christmas, Jana put it on me.

"So that your little ears always stay warm!" she said lovingly.

I was simply overwhelmed by Jana's manner. I had never received so much love from a girl before.

We spent Christmas separately, she with her family and I at home. My mother was working and Lauri and Masha were with Joachim. I didn't want to go to Joachim's - instead I spent Christmas alone, tinkering with my website and writing diary entries about my time with Jana in the glow of the twinkling fairy lights.

The day before New Year's Eve, we went to the movies together to see "The Discovery of Infinity", a movie about Stephen and Jane Hawking's life.

"I want us to be together for as long as we can," Jane Hawking said after learning that Stephen had motor neuron disease. When she said that, I clasped Jane's hand tighter.

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