REINCARNATION .
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LIFE:
Women in leggings vs. in dresses. Why I will never wash my hair again. Upholstery cleaning in the car. Toilet for the car. Outdoor cooking system. Bioplastic bags instead of cloth bags. First time refueling and night driving
November 20, 2024.
The plan from yesterday to go to bed at 10 PM didn't really work out. I was still awake until almost 2 AM. However, through the guest Nick Maasch on the podcast "Frei raus - Abenteuer fürs Leben", I discovered the website 1NiteTent. There, I found a map where I can locate a one-night camping option in a tent, for example, in the garden. And I discovered the app park4Night, which allows me to find a parking space to sleep in anywhere in the world.
And then I masturbated again, even though I had promised myself on October 27, 2024 not to do so, but only to ejaculate during sex. If women wore long dresses on the street instead of hot, tight leggings, it would be easy to achieve that goal. What I've also noticed: With attractive women in tight leggings, my sexual drive is immediately activated, and I see the woman more as an object that I want to mate with. In contrast, with attractive women in dresses, I feel butterflies in stomach, the sexual drives quiet down, and I see them as goddesses. I admire them and could easily fall in love with such a woman. It's quite striking how much effect clothing has on me.
A glance in the mirror: The beard is getting longer. I don't know about the hair. In any case, I look more like a prehistoric man, also called a caveman. I think that's great! 😄
I haven't washed hair since October 23, 2024, but have only combed and massaged it with hands or a comb. And what should I say about that? Yes, they look shiny. Not acceptable for our society. However, I now have a healthy scalp and hair. No redness, no itching, no dermatitis anymore, dandruff has almost disappeared, and the gray hairs are also somehow almost gone (probably because they are covered up?). For me, all these effects that have occurred are far more important than the norm "hair must be washed and cannot look greasy." Health is much more important to me than social acceptance. Because only a healthy Alexander can change society so that it accepts unwashed hair.
I got an idea to reduce the weight and packing size of items in the backpack: to use a biodegradable "plastic bag" instead of a cotton tote bag. This weighs 11 grams compared to the cotton bag, which weighs 48 grams. A weight reduction of 77%! And the bioplastic bag has a much smaller packing size, dries quickly, can be used for water transport (in a survival situation), and as rain protection.
I looked up tips for cleaning the interior of the car (I find the YouTube channel of ADAC very helpful for everything related to cars.). I went to the city and got the following items for it: glass cleaner, toothbrush, microfiber cloth, upholstery cleaner.
I was at the café and flipped through the car's manual. I got to know the warning light for the coolant temperature. The coolant in the car serves to cool the engine, protect against corrosion, and lubricate the parts. When the warning light is on, it means that the engine is overheating. I should stop and let the engine cool down. The warning light should then go out.
At the café, I came up with the idea of going to the outdoor store "Polarluchs" to get advice on outdoor cooking. I still don't have an outdoor cooking system. The nice man who works there thoroughly advised me on the pots and cooking system. I bought a gas stove including a gas cartridge and a pot. The pot weighs 432 grams and holds 1.1 liters. The gas cartridge weighs 361 grams and the gas stove 126 grams. This is my first outdoor cooking system. Now I am able to cook on the go in the car.
So that I can pee on the go in an emergency, I bought a portable canister that I can clean out. And in case I need to poop, I got odor-reducing, biodegradable bags for that. So I could basically use the toilet in the car as well.
At the fabric store "Stoff-True," I got a black, mesh-like fabric. I plan to make an insect net for the back windows from it. This way, I can ventilate without insects flying into the car.
On the way back home, I donated 100 euros to three homeless people I encountered along the way. I now know how much that helps them and makes their lives easier. I would also wish for people to donate bills to me if I were homeless. And I've also noticed: every time I donated, I received more money back through donations. It seems to be a rule: the more money I give to homeless people, the more money comes back to me.
When I wanted to get into the car to clean it inside, I forgot where I had put the car key. I then found it on the windowsill. To ensure that this doesn't happen again, I took off the spare key and hid it. And for the used key, I defined the left pocket of the pants as the storage place.
What did I do to the car today?
- I applied the new fine dust sticker to the windshield.
- I vacuumed the car and put the washed floor mats back in.
- I cleaned the two front seats with upholstery cleaner.
And then it was already dark... Unfortunately, I couldn't clean the car any further. I'll continue tomorrow. I also noticed that the license plate light on the car isn't working. I need to repair that as well. For that, I ordered 2 bulbs of type W5W (as stated in the user manual). And one more thing: to avoid having to do my business in an open area while living in the car outdoors, I ordered an ultra-lightweight backpacking trowel. It weighs only 13.5 grams.
I have never had a night drive before 🤫. Since hardly anyone is on the road late in the evening during the week anyway, I drove to the gas station to fill up the car for the very first time and to try out night driving.
At the gas station, there was only a small VW with a woman there. I drove up to the pump directly behind her. The woman in front of me left, and I was able to calmly figure out how the card payment at the machine works, as the gas station was closed. I inserted the bank card, entered PIN, and selected the pump number I was at. Then I went to the pump. Uh... do I need to fill up with E10 or Super? I called the sister, and she said I could use Super. So I did. Price: 1.66 euros per liter. I pumped 20 euros worth of gas.
I returned to the pump to collect the receipt. Not because I needed it, but just to learn how it all works. The amount I pumped was deducted from the bank account.
On the way back, I figured out how to turn on the high beams. I just have to pull the lever towards me while the low beams are on. Super!
At the red light, I rolled back while starting and stalled. Good that I was the only one at the light. No one saw it. I drove along the country road at 70 km/h in fifth gear. I discovered fifth gear recently and decided to use it, of course.
It's really amazing how mobile a person can become with a car. I drove to the gas station around 10 pm. I would never have been able to get out of the village by bus at that time. By car, I can go anywhere at any time. Whether that makes sense is another question. On that note: see you tomorrow!
Today I am grateful for:
- That the nice man at the outdoor store gave me good advice on the cooking system and sleeping pads.
- That I was able to make some homeless people happy.
- That I came up with the idea for the bioplastic bag.
- That I had a nice phone call with Julia.
- That the saleswoman gave me a tip on how to cut the fabric for the windows.
- That I had the courage to drive to the gas station at night.